Pull

As the world pulls me a part in a way I've never experienced, I don't know what to do. It's a battle within me, but one side is stronger. Everything is so unfamiliar. What I know and don't know, don't seem to apply here. I think to myself, 'What did I get myself into?' Have I been running my whole life? Or have I just entered another realm? Through this chaos, my prayers need to be stronger. I need to be stronger, but only with Him is it possible. Lessons learned continually.