Something was unsettling inside of me.
Something was gnawing at me from the inside.

I finally realized it couple weeks ago. I was created to love God wholeheartedly and serve Him, but within the last few weeks, I had it all wrong. I was fearing the world, and putting it on a pedestal. I gave the world and evil more power in my life than I should of. I feared so much that I stepped away from everything I knew to try and protect myself from the world. And I was complaining that things weren't right.

What does fearing God look like instead? 

What does relying on Him and trusting Him because I love Him look like? 

These are my challenges for 2012 (or however long it takes): believing in the power of the Gospel and boldness.